Wednesday, October 16, 2013

10 years

I feel like I wasted 10 years of my life to a Firm whom I love so much but who never loved me that much. Parang magbf lng na you have to break up with coz you do not see further growth anymore in the relationship. Kasi you are never enough, you'll always be lacking.

Tuesday, October 15, 2013

earthquake

may lindol na nman sa pinas..sana ok lng sila. Lord, help them and strengthen them sustain them. I love you Jesus!

Bright future

how could i ever explain my career path.. ganun pala nila viniview ung cv ko..at least alam ko, i can do something about it..i can explain..
Lord, i pray tawagan nila ako..i want to have the chance..and i pray that ako piliin nila..thank you for the people who vouched for me.
Lord, i am so scared..i want a bright future..please help me.
Pagod na ko magantay..sometimes I just want to give up..But, I can't...I'm resting for awhile, but I am not giving up. I can't give up. Please give me the strength Lord. Please grant me favor in their eyes. I need you.. I need you more than ever.. I want to have my life back.
I also pray na tanggapin ako sa Warwick..na makagraduate ako
Please straighten my life. Please Lord, let me know of your plans for me para un ang gawin ko at di ako mahirapan.. pagod na ko. Help me Lord

ang pagkatalo

up to now, i couldn't get over the fact that my alma mater got lost in the game.. ang sakit sakit..nasaktan ako di dahil alma mater ko nga..masakit kc ayun na abot kamay na natalo pa..nasasaktan ako para k jeric teng kc last year na nya and he really wanted it.. at masakit kasi naalala ko na nman ung pagkatalo sa buhay ko..
my first heartbreak..ung pagka-tie sa cheering..ung pagkatalo sa pope leo na first time sa history ng jpia at ako ang president..ung di ko pagtanggap sa mga gsto kong work..ung di ako napromote..
at ngayon andito na nman ako sa stage ng buhay ko na naghahanap ulit ng lugar..natatakot ako kung san ako mapupunta, kung san ako dadalhin ng agos ng buhay..
pero lahat nman ng pagkatalo ko nalampasan ko pero pag naaalala ko, i remember the pain but not really the reason why i was in pain..and that pain, ang bagay na ayaw na ayaw kong nararamdaman..
i hate losing. gusto ko laging success.. pero wala, ganyan  ang buhay, you win some, you lose some..
we just have to be strong and have faith..